My first blog....

What does blog stand for? Today, Saturday, I sit here wondering what good this will do me? Shall it be a place for random journals? perhaps a place to meet others with similar likes/dislikes? Will anyone even read it? Im not in my usual state of mind today nor have I been for the past week. Suppose it might be several things that I'm powerless over. Friendships, illnesses, electric, my child, her husband, my sister.....I believe my feelings of powerlessness have become somewhat overwhelming, to the point of bringing me to a place in my mind, where I am still, where I am listening to God. I know this too shall pass but who will I become once the passing? I wait somewhat fearfully, somewhat questioning; "what next"......I know that I believe in God. I believe that I will be ok no matter what.